A mom Vent

The crazy obsesive thoughtful girl. That is what I feel like sometimes. I decided this was the blog I would be honest in. Its not always great and even though I know its great it feels like YUCK sometimes  right. I have 4 kids I adore and a husband that loves me and I love him.   

 Life just seems so full right now and with that fullness comes hours of driving kids and so many meals that need to be cooked. Lunches and lunches that are made that believe me I am grateful to make but I do get tired. 

I try and fit in the things that make me happy but I am feeling that I just really don't !! I have been thinking that because I give myself an hour or running everyday that somehow that is enough. I think I have been wrong. Making list in different color inks is just not doing the job. I need to make time to seriously create. I would love to just go away for a 4 day workshop and get immersed in art and come back new and full of energy but that's not happening so it is up to me to figure this out. It is always harder to figure it out when your in it. How do I squeeze another hour out of my day. 

I am not sure but I am vowing to figure it out because my insides need ART.